The Most Painful Sins

 

1. Suicide is a sin that is extremely painful to others.  My Dad committed suicide about 20 years ago.  He was only 63 years of age.  Dad had PTSD from fighting the communist Chinese at the Chosin Reservoir in North Korea.  He was wounded and a lot of American Marines were killed, even though they won the battle despite overwhelming odds thanks to God Almighty.  When he was about 40 his PTSD drove him to depression so the VA doctors put him on antidepressants.  He did well and was successful in life, but the depression haunted him.  After many years the docs gave him prozac.  The prozac destroyed his nervous system, giving him tremors, etc.  Finally my Dad could stand it no longer, he shot himself.  His sin hurt my brother so bad he had depression for 3 years and wasn't himself.  My sister went half mental for several years.  My Mom went mental and never recouperated, although Jesus gave her a god life.  It killed me.   I had previously had breast cancer.  After I got the word Dad had dies the cancer metastatised in my liver. I had a dream.  In the dream my Dad and I were walking on the most beautiful cul=de=sac with the prettiest mansions anyone could ever want.  He showed me his, and told me to pick out mine.  I knew the meaning of the dream, he had made it to heaven by Jesus mercy, and it was my time to come too.  Subsequently Jesus did a miracle and changed my times to live again in this world.  Jesus is the God of the second chances, forever.
2. Refusing to share then Good News of salvation with others is the most heinous and selfish sin I know.  I've known people like that.
3. Not accepting Jesus' free gift eternal life is the most painful sin to a person's loved ones and to the Father in heaven.  Many have been hurt deeply by a loved ones stubborn refusal to confess Christ